Dear Arie,
What we are most concerned with is what you are doing to offend the
film manufacturers - they have cancelled two production lines already. If
you start using Ilford or Agfa films they too may spit the dummy and torch
their factories.
Whatever it is, Arie, stop doing it. Get yourself a 2B pencil and a
block of yellow paper and go out there and learn to draw.
Uncle Dick