in the matter of Jon Ford: the malice of someone ya never met not even in the 60's

Jon Ford austin-ghetto-list@pairlist.net
Mon May 17 18:49:33 2004


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<P>Extremely strange letter, Michael! I can see you have trouble telling a joke from an actual threat or a denial of the reality of election day. Your portrait of yourself huddling timorously in your apartment with an iron pipe in hand is frightening-- prozac might help, but probably not strong enough in your case. </P>
<P>Jon</P>
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<DIV></DIV>&gt;From: "Michael Eisenstadt" &lt;michaele@ando.pair.com&gt; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;Reply-To: austin-ghetto-list@pairlist.net 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;To: &lt;austin-ghetto-list@pairlist.net&gt; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;Subject: in the matter of Jon Ford: the malice of someone ya never met not even in the 60's 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;Date: Mon, 17 May 2004 09:15:09 -0600 
<DIV></DIV>&gt; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;I am assuming that the Reunion hasn't a firm date yet. Connie had 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;said at the Red River motors yard party that it would be around 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;Memorial day. Maryann's email to the list definitely establishes 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;that it is at her house. 
<DIV></DIV>&gt; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;as for my bout with Waly the W that is still on. it is all a question 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;of anger management. focus anger on an opponent and get and 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;stay angry, that I believe is the approved prefight ascesis. 
<DIV></DIV>&gt; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;and as for geriatric harmlessness, that alas is not true either; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;just read News of the Wierd: 85 year olds picking up a length 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;of pipe and beating someone to death, happens all the time. 
<DIV></DIV>&gt; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;at one point in the past Jon in an off list email to me signaled his 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;intention to come east and severely beat me about. now i would 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;be easy for him to find as i happen to live next door to his dad. 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;his sincerity of intention seemed to me at the time very palpable 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;so i bethought of how i might protect myself not being a gun 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;owner. we have a wicked big cutting knife in the kitchen but 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;never having wielded it in self-defense, I would have to wonder 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;if it would be the right tool: Jon's dad is an elderly gent (more 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;elderly than me i mean) around 6' 3". the REAL Jon i don't 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;doubt is much bigger. 
<DIV></DIV>&gt; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;i then had the aha! moment. stacked in the bedroom with the 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;other camera gear was/is a 3 foot steel pipe which goes with a 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;camera copy stand. should i see him through the window 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;i would have enough time to retrieve it and position myself 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;next to the door while he was presumably breaking through 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;it. this made me feel ever so much safer at least while i 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;stayed indoors. as for venturing out for that i'd have to figure 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;out something else 
<DIV></DIV>&gt; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;Jon who is now officially retired (we learn) has lots of time for 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;anger ascesis. sitting in the living room imagining his small 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;enemy (me) losing in a fistfight with Waly (about my size 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;and weight; W went out the door of the library in front of me 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;some months ago so i got a chance to briefly scrutinize him) 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;sends Jon to the keyboard to question whether there really 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;was an Austin election on Saturday on May 15. Perhaps i 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;was inventing its existence to avoid a painful humiliation in 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;a fist fight in a flurry of blows which he could well imagine. 
<DIV></DIV>&gt; 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;Still and all it got Jon off: like watching a touchdown on the 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;tube, eh big fella? catharsis is the school room term when 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;it's in literature, katechsis of affect for Freudians or, more 
<DIV></DIV>&gt;vulgarly, getting your nuts off. 
<DIV></DIV>&gt; 
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